Now my life has been blessed with the love of an angel…
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive…
-Heaven by your side
Chinese New Year :) As usual, CNY is always packed for my family and I am enjoying it :) Love my family so much! :D
This song came to my mind a while ago,
I want to know You more, You are a great Big God
I’m young and do not know a lot, come and be my all
I want to love You more, giving You my life and all
You died for me You sacrifice, I won’t forget you Lord
I love You Jesus, I’ll grow up loving You
I love You Jesus, I’ll grow up serving You
I love You Jesus, my life is saved by You
I’ll never forget, never forget
I’ll grow up loving You
It feels really good to have God in my life, in this world. :) Even when things don’t appear as good on the outside, there’s always that little hope living inside of me, telling me not to give up! Deep down inside of me, I know there’s an unshakable faith. I love to be a Christian! Love its simplicity. How I wish everyone can know this too. People just have too much of ‘self’ to think about… Sometimes, it’s good to just put aside the ‘self’ and run to God.
I’ll never forget where I came from… Even as I grow up, I’ll never forget… :) My Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever!
The name of the Lord is a strong tower. The righteous run to it and are safe
Proverbs 18:10
Amen :)
What a great day :)
So thankful that Pastor Kong and Sun were in heart of God church this weekend. The Holy Spirit came so close to me when Pastor Kong and Sun prayed for me. I could feel Sun holding my left arm and Pastor Kong touching my cheeks. The presence of God fell on me. At that point, I could hear the Holy Spirit asking, “why do you have so much fear? don’t you know your position in Christ?” And I just wept. I did not even know what was in me all these while, what was stopping me from breaking through. So much to surrender… Today, I felt a strong desire in me, to make the Holy Spirit my Best Friend. Knowing that He is with me, I will overcome every fear in my life.. Less of me and more of You…
As I listened to the stories that Pastor Kong shared, my heart broke. When I looked at Pastor Kong, Sun and my Pastors, I know all of them have paid a great price and sacrifice to be where they are at today… They really know what kind of God they are serving… And they always do more than expected for the Kingdom of God. I will always honour them :) I’m glad to be under their care. Everyday, I’m inspired to grow even more intimate with God… :) “I spent my life to know, I’m far from close…”
I’m reaching for Your Heart, You hold my life in Your hands
Drawing me closer to You, I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place where I can see You face to face
I worship You, in spirit and in truth…
What a night it had been… My heart could just explode and I could have gone berserk. Yet it was at that moment, I am thankful I’ve God in my life. I’m stronger than this… I really don’t want to experience this again… I pray my brother is alright…
On the other hand, I was rejoicing over the fact that so many people are growing in the cg :) Seeing them coming to know God, starting follow up, raising their hands to worship God, drawing closer to the leadership in church, loving the House of God, being committed to God… It’s like a whole cycle again. And soon, they’ll be the next pillars in the cg and rising up in His house. And this will repeat again and again… There’ll be no lack of men and women whose hearts are fully committed to Him in His house, in His cg. I’m growing to the level of knowing God’s heart everyday, as I lead the cg, as I serve. Like what Jieru always tells us: first a son/daughter, then a leader/servant.
This is my desire, to honour You
How awesome is this place
The gate of heaven
How awesome is this place
Here’s where I found You
Gave me a new heart and a family
Made my dreams dance for joy
How awesome is this place
People are healed here
How awesome is this place
Blind men can see here
United we stand in Your purpose
Giving our lives
To build Your mighty church
I love Your house
It’s where Your glory dwells
I love Your house
A place filled with miracle
It’s where people come into Your love
Yes, I gonna tell the world
How awesome is this place
How awesome is this place
Angels descend here
How awesome is this place
History’s made here
United we stand in Your presence
Giving our lives
To build Your mighty church
Love this song so much! It was one of the few songs I remembered singing in FTMS house.
Feel so much joy every weekend. This weekend was especially great! BF week 1 was just amazing. I love seeing both my pastors on stage. I remembered Weiling telling us that Pastor Lia wants to lead worship because she wants to support Pastor How during this BF season. That really moved my heart… I really love this House and Family so much!
So many great things are happening in the CG. Reading the cards and all… I just see God even more in all these lives :) When asked about my vision for the cg in the beginning of the year, I remembered clearly that I wanted 2 leaders and a cg guitarist by the end of this year. But God moved faster than I thought and truly, He is a God of abundance. I see all His promises coming to pass. 2 leaders, 3 Men U catalyst and a rising cg guitarist. Many more rising… When God birthed a dream in our spirit, it will always come to pass. When it’s God’s timing, nothing can stop it from happening. Just got to keep believing, keep sowing, keep guarding your hearts…
For greater things have yet to come…:) 2011, our best year yet. :)
Lord I give You my heart, I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that i take, every moment I’m awake.
Lord have Your way in me…
It had been a long stretching week. Haven’t fallen so sick near exam period since JC days. I remembered how I would often fall sick near my exams since I was a little girl..
As I think back how far I have walked in this journey with God, I’m pretty amazed at what He has done in me and for me as I surrender to Him in different aspects of my life. There were those times when I could feel God demonstrating His love to me through the little details in my life. It wasn’t the most significant life-changing prayers that He answered which moved me the most.. It was those little secret desires and prayers that I told God and yet, He moved for me. He is always so precise. And just last weekend, I heard God telling me, be prepared for what is to come. “Do not despise these small beginnings..”
I know when the end of this year comes, I can boldly say, 2011 is my best year. Truly, to God be the glory :)
As I think of the responsibilities that God has placed in my hands, I felt the fear of God in my life… Am I really operating at the level that God wants me to? Have I left Him out in anything that I do? How can I solve this person’s problem immediately and effectively? All these questions constantly flood my mind but I thank God because it only makes me want to draw even closer to Him, nearer to Him… It’s never about the fear of how people see me, but it’s always about fearing Him.
Give me eyes to see more of who You are
May what I behold still my anxious heart
Take what I have known and break it all apart
For you my God, are greater still..
Professor Stephen Malley: The decisions you make now, bud, can’t be changed but with years and years of hard work to redo it… And in those years you become something different. Everybody does as the time passes. You get married, you get into debt… But you’re never gonna be the same person you are right now. And promise and potential… It’s very fickle, and it just might not be there anymore.- Lions for Lambs (2007)
Todd Hayes: Are you assuming I already made a decision? And also that I’ll live to regret it?
Professor Stephen Malley: All I’m saying is that you’re an adult now… And the tough thing about adulthood is that it starts before you even know it starts, when you’re already a dozen decisions into it. But what you need to know, Todd, no Lifeguard is watching anymore. You’re on your own. You’re your own man, and the decisions you make now are yours and yours alone from here until the end.
Still remember the meeting with Pastor How. I really love this quote from the movie. And I’ll probably remember them for the next 5 years of my lives… I’m glad I’ve always put God first in every decision I’ve made since 3 years ago. And I want to continue doing so… You’re growing up peijun! So many decisions, so many choices placed before me… But nothing will every take away His value in my life… I’ll always love God above anything else, and I’ll always love others…
